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An approximate sketch of a migraine aura.

This is a neurological phenomenon, occurring somewhere within my nervous sysem, probably the visual cortex. It is not to be confused with other claimed phenomena supposed to happen in the outside world. It is probably related to migraine headaches, which fortunately I'm not subject to. For me the aura is a purely visual experience, not accompanied by pain, dizziness or other symptoms. It doesn't interfere with normal vision, but is distracting. Your mileage may vary; for some people, it's a prelude to an actual headache.

I never saw an aura, so far as I can recall, until about age 38. After that it occurred at intervals of several years, and thereafter with increasing frequency.

The phenomenon is a process that takes perhaps 5 to 15 minutes to complete. It starts small and gradually expands to span the visual field. It is impossible to examine in detail because it is always at a fixed, off-center location within the visual field; if I try to look at it, it moves away. (That is one clear demonstration that it is internal, not in the outside world.)

The background color is the dark, nondescript color I see when I close my eyes. It may include afterimages from whatever I was looking at just previously. The brightly colored bands are not stationary but move like ripples in water. The separation into triangular regions with ripples moving in orthogonal directions is interesting; I have no explanation for it (except that the phenomenon is clearly a kind of oscillation, similar to the squeal of an audio system with feedback from speaker to microphone). The pattern is sometimes described as a zigzag line, but to me that description is inadequate. Among the moving bands of light there is often a brightest band, which may accidentally connect with the brightest band in an adjacent triangle, giving rise to the the impression of a zigzag line, but that ignores most of what is happening.

For a long time I didn't know what the phenomenon was called, but then came across a description of it somewhere on the web.

Having learned the medical term for it, I can easily find other attempts to represent it artistically. Here's the closest I've found to my own experience, shown with the eye open:

[link]

Here's another. Here it's call ophthalmic migraine:

[link]

It is always represented as a C-shaped region containing angular shapes. It may or may not be significant that all images I've seen so far show it curving the opposite way from mine, i.e. around the left side of the visual field.

I have to suspect those drawings were made by someone other than the person who had actually seen the aura, working from a verbal description.

Best drawing yet:

[link]

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:iconparrotdolphin:
Wow, how about an aminated version? :D
:icongolem1:
good idea, I'd like to try that :D

It's 2D, not 3D, so I might be able to script it in GIMP.

Somebody did do an animation or two, but they don't look much like what I see. I'll look it up again
:iconkittybriton:
That's pretty much the way I see it when it happens occasionally. My doctor gave me a useful tip - aspirin is a vasodilator and the effect is caused by vasoconstriction, so popping a couple of aspirin when the visual aura starts can stave off the worst of the headache.
My dad used to suffer from migraines too, but I never had any idea what it was like until I had my first - complete with numb fingers on one side.

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:icongolem1:
I've been fortunate so far not to have the headaches. The auras are coming more often now, maybe once every few weeks, so it's possible headaches will start.
:icongolem1:
Here's one animation:

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Mine don't move this way at all, but it does give an idea how dynamic it is.
:iconparrotdolphin:
Geez, does it move that fast? How do you feel about it when it happens. I wanna know. I know you are more "thinking" than "feeling" but maybe you could tell me. :)
:icongolem1:
Well, the first time it ever happened, which was quite a few years ago now, it was kind of scary, because I had no idea what it might be leading to. But it didn't lead to anything. It just kept expanding, and when it expanded beyond the edges of the visual field, that was it.

The next time, some years later, it was just, Hullo, thingy again.

Now it's an entertaining light show. It's kind of interesting to speculate what might underlie it.

I've come around to the view that the best way to think of the central nervous system is as a medium for the propagation of waves. And the migraine aura, come to think of it, is a confirmation of the applicability of that way of that way of thinking about it. Remember I said the color bands move like ripples in water. That wasn't as casual a remark as it may have sounded. The bands move at right angles to themselves, as waves in water do, or any other kind of waves for that matter. Over the whole pattern the waves are synchronized, and they move at the same rate, and in alternating regions they move in the same direction. It's been suggested that is all should tell us something about the way the brain is organized, and I suspect that's true.

So yeah, there are no strong feelings about it, it's something to study and try to understand.
:iconparrotdolphin:
Interesting. Its like seeing your brain working. :)
:icongolem1:
Exactly!! :D

I find myself waiting impatiently for the next occurrence so I can watch it again. No telling when it will happen. Nobody can watch it but me! It's a little frustrating that there's no way to take a snapshot of it. Maybe I should arrange in advance to make an accurate tracing (assuming I'll be at home when it happens). I'd need to set up an eyepiece to fix my viewpoint with respect to the computer screen.

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